Ten Years From Now

Ten years from now.....

i still want to be with him;

i want to take care of him the same way I've taken cared of him everytime he's sick;

i want to feel secured of not losing him anymore;

we still eat together, and have fun together;

we still share the same feelings and emotional attachment;

we still give a smile and laugh at ourselves like what we do now;

we still wish what's best for both of us;

more than anythingelse, we're still friends and we will be a friend to each other;

we are more than comfortable to express how much we mean to each other;

i want to live each day seeing him and watching him grow old with me;

he will take care of me the same way I want to take care of him;

i am fully settled with him as the one I want to be with forever.....

Ten years from now, would our lives still be connected? Nobody knows, until that much anticipated time comes, ten years from now.......

Try It On My Own by Whitney Houston

This song is a reflection of what I should do right now....I have to be stronger and wiser, I have to do things my way...without anybody giving instructions, without anybody giving his demands for now. I have to live my life the way I want it to be. Although, I am all alone, it's perfectly alright. Being alone doesn't necessarily mean being lonely.....

I'm wiser now
I'm not the foolish girl
You used to know
So long ago
I'm stronger now
I've learned from my mistakes

Which way to go
And I should know
I put myself aside to do it your way
But now I need to do it all alone

Chorus

And I am not afraid to try it on my own
I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel
No matter what, I'll keep it real, you know
Time for me to do it on my own

It's over now
I can't go back to living through your eyes
Too many lies
And if you don't know by now
I can't go back to being someone else
Not anymore
I never had the chance to do things my way
So now it's time for me to take control

Repeat Chorus

Oh, I start again, go back to one
I'm running things in my way (my way)
Can't stop me now, I've just begun
Don't even think about it
There ain't no way around it
I'm taking names, the world is mine
Yes I'm gonna take my turn
It's time for me to finally stand alone

Chorus (2x)
Hey, on my own